eep.

It's cold outside, it's been raining nonstop for the past four days~

I'm so not in the mood for ANYTHING these days...
Today I went to see LCC with Rachel & Aaron, but... the foundation course is too field specific for me, I'm gonna go for Chelsea I think. Though that's not saying LCC was really nice, and the people seemed nice enough :)

My throat really hurts right now, and I haven't got much to say in my blog... other than, I HAVE NO MONEY OR TIME TO BUY CHRISTMAS PRESENTS EGRHHHHHHHHHHHH

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FML.

Loves. Will update properly sometime soon~

LAIYINGSHOOOCOOL. not.

I had loads of comments on my last post, the one with the GIF that's two years old at least xD

I feel so loved. I don't actually have haduri on my laptop anymore :(

need to get it back!!

but thanks guys ^_^

boredom meant selca'ing today~
Honestly, should have done my homework but I'm not going to.

Anyway, wanna see some pages from my book?

Really bad & quick pictures because I'm in the middle of stuff~ hehe ^_^
anyways. HUGS.










^ that's my favourite page.
I created a character from Alice ^_^

ahh changed my blog title. WOOT.


ALSO:

Joey is not my boyfriend.
We're just married on facebook.

I LOVE YOU GUYS. :)

quickly now.

MEGA LOL
and old.

omg ;_____________;
hahaha :D


Rodellene's debut was super fun. I feel like a failure because I didn't take any pictures though~ iloveher^^

omggggggg >_<

Do you ever feel like, there's not one reason why you should be at school?
Not ONE reason at all why you should bother running around after what teachers want, what exam boards want?

Maybe it's just me, and the fear of Art college approaching.
I want to throw up everytime I think of it.
C'mon... what UAL am I going to apply for? No way am I going to apply for St. Martins... I highly doubt I'm going to get in any of the UAL methinks.
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Sigh. Clearly this has been the reasoning behind my lack of blogging proper things.
EMO BLOGS ARE NOT THE WAY FORWARD LAI YING!!!!!!!!!

Rodellene's Filipino debutante is tomorrow~
I'm one of the 18 candle... thingies, how exciting eh? ^_^

I did complete my magazine, printed and etc.
I will photograph when I have the motivation to get up and do anything O____O;;
*twitch*
I don't want to do it.
I'm scared.
So so scared.
WTF is gonna go into my portfolio??? O_____________________O

FREAK OUT FREAK OUT FREAKKKKKK OUT

P.S. this is all I'm going to talk about until Christmas.

Today is the day. The one I've been dreading for weeks~
Forever.
Again, once again, I'm sorry. For everything.
I know would you forgive me, I know you would think I've done nothing but I know the truth.

They said, they told me it'd stop hurting eventually.
But they lied.

I'll never lose you.
Not like I did, not again.
Not ever like the last time.

16 May 1953 - 17 November 2001.
at least you made it one year past 2000, right?

Magazine finished!

My photobook magazine for my Art AS project.
Extension piece.
Took me about two days to finish.
All design etc by me :)
There are no articles. Lacks writing at all, only photographs and descriptions.
Nothing special.

Not actually that exciting, but Anna wanted to see it.
She's awesome btw. Visit her blog. Click

And while I'm telling you to visit blogs...
Click here to visit Jian - She just posted a rather cool make up tutorial ^_^ go look!!

Anyway.
Click onthe picture below to get to the photobook~
though it's not all exciting. wah wah wah.



Or Click Here

thanks to Jian for pointing out a spelling mistake!! ♥

Feeling : Really headachey and sick, think I may have a bad cold this time round.